if it’s late enough and you’re lonely enough, the carly rae jepsen lyric “before you came into my life i missed you so bad” starts seeming increasingly deep and emotionally complex
3:02 AM and this fucking lyric looks like fucking nietzsche
stare into the abyss and the abyss will call you maybe
I’m twenty-two-and-a-half today which obviously means I’m halfway to being twenty-three. Shortly after my twenty-second birthday I wrote down a list of goals to achieve before I turn twenty-three. Today made me remember it so I went and found it.
- Learn how to look like a woman (makeup, etc.)
- Write a novel
- Earn a full-time wage
- Purchase a place (obviously linked with above)
Wow I have done literally zero work on any of these. For shame.
I posted this on March 22nd. Now I am twenty-three and I still haven’t accomplished this (highly ambitious!) list, but
oh you came as a surprise
you were right on time
think you’re all about me
but i’m all about you
— all about you, hilary duff.
On the other hand, today I discovered that Hilary Duff has a new single and I love it.
Guh, every time I paint my nails my hands become a quivering wreck.
Came home from work and my new housemates are insisting on cooking a birthday dinner for me.
I don’t know
about you if you can see but I’m feeling twenty-two twenty-three.